Leaning on Galactic Law to Navigate the Unexpected

This human experience is quite the ride.

There have been times when the emotional and narrative experience happening through me seems uncontrollable and unruly. It fires me up, takes me for a ride, igniting intense frustration, anger, and even heartbreak.

A few years into my marriage, I started hearing this “disappointment” narrative tape playing in the back of my mind, on repeat. Then I started seeing the “proof”, intensifying and reassuring the narratives. Every day (for years) the same track, reiterating itself; blaring over my happiness, stirring my blessings into burdens and dragging my frequency into the ditch. 

Thankfully, there is a version of me that sits in a zoomed-out seat of neutrality — I’m feeling, I’m hearing, but I’m also observing. 

The track refused to change itself, reluctant to play any other story, any other frequency. Intuitively, I understood that this was programming asking to be seen, heard, and transmuted, alchemized into unconditional love. 

I had so much on my plate that I avoided addressing it fully. Plus, every time I focused on it, it was so painful. The longer I avoided it, the louder it got; the more everything looked like disappointment. 

I had enough!

Tuning into my Galactic knowing, I consciously walked and talked the emotional experience through a process. 

Refusing to see myself as a victim. I first took radical accountability, reminding myself that I’m the one in charge of my perspective, my interpretation, and the narratives I assign and choose to personalize.

In full surrender, allowing myself to be delivered to a new reality. Trusting that The Universe has my best interest at heart, knowing nothing is actually personal, merely energetic.

Knowing that all is simply a neutral mirror for me to perceive myself through. I went through the situation, extracted the golden nuggets, and reframed my perspective, illuminating the necessary pivots that honor my truth. I then declared my truth to The Universe to establish a new foundation for moving forward.

Doing this didn’t necessarily make the observations less painful or even resolve the perceived situation. What it did do was allow me to navigate it more neutrally and clearly. It allowed me to lay it out on the table so I could interject conscious awareness around it. It allowed me to step in and support myself in ways I was thinking others should have been. Shifting my lens from disappointment-focused to grateful and capable-focused.

I did not judge, shame, or tell myself that I was wrong for feeling this way. I simply observed my heart’s interpretation. This really allowed me to get to know myself better. It showed me information about how I was interpreting and personalizing certain ways of operating, what my standards are, what my heart does and does not accept, what I am attracted to, what my love language is – allowing me to see others’ love languages more clearly.

I also asked myself some serious questions, along the lines of, “Are you sure you’re not creating this because it feels easier and safer to be angry than it does to truly be vulnerable and allow yourself to be loved?”

This experience changed the way I navigate forever. Intentionally zooming back allows me to see things from a more neutral perspective. Expressing articulation seems to create stepping stones amid a flow of emotions, allowing me to walk out and witness myself more fully. Asking myself deeper questions that may illuminate clarity around the patterns I have witnessed within my intimate relationships along this journey.

There is so much beauty in all paces, perspectives, and experiences. 

Sometimes I’m cruisin’ (vibin’ like I’ve got VIP ACCESS via The Universe) and sometimes life just doesn’t seem to be reflecting the coordinates I’m requesting.

I’m not really ever looking for or constructing a “why”, rather simply observing, feeling through, and consciously reiterating the foundational language that allows me a firm footing in a reality made of pure energy. 

In the moments where I feel “benched,” I watch, and I remind myself, ‘you know you go hard in the paint, scouring every inch of your mind and energetic capacity to be as prepared as you can be. You know your heart’s truth, and that you show up in every situation, giving it your all. You have unwavering faith and trust in divine timing and in The Universe; you know that all is happening for you, even that which you can’t see or fathom yet.

I understand that it’s about frequency resonance, but it’s also not something I can fake. I’m just trying to enjoy the journey as I walk my way back to knowing how to fly.

Every intense emotional ride results in deeper clarity and confidence in who I am, what I know to be true about myself, what I’m going to do, and how I’m going to conduct myself moving forward. 

Every unpleasant experience becomes a blessing of self-reflection and self-realization. Illuminating new stepping stones and providing the humility, internal cohesiveness, and preparedness necessary to take on the next phase that’s presenting itself.

I’ve visually witnessed the layers of this reality unfold like poetry in motion. 

Experiencing that truth in a multidimensional fashion reaffirms just how important Galactic knowing, self-mastery, deep transparent communication, and self-awareness truly are.

“I’ve noticed throughout this life that there’s a version of me that sits in a rather zoomed-out state, simply observing (seemingly communicating directly with Source Frequency). It’s as though part of me is driving and part of me is simply watching a movie playing out. The version navigating is engaged and has more of a visceral experience, while the other version doesn’t really care to create a narrative of “why”, but is fascinated and often inspired by the context of the movie playing through. Together they seem to be communicating, co-creating, and navigating their own storyline (a reflective response) to the neutral mirror/emotional context of said “movie”. My heart is learning a lot along the way!”

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