The Point of Absolutely No Return: Once Awake, Always Awake

I was clueless – completely and utterly without any doubt. Ignorant. I did not question my existence or its limitations on our beautiful planet. In my current incarnation, stepping onto the stage of planet Earth, I played out the typical story of an unawakened average human following every rule and law, not that a textbook, manual, or handbook for it even existed.

These are the words with which I started my story of spiritual awakening and my so beautifully crazy and magical path to a high-frequency dimension of my originally three-dimensional reality. Out of the blue and into the void, I entered my soul ascension, finally finding my beloved soul essence. While writing these premier words of my own and special truth, I realised that I was going to open myself up totally. To the whole human world on planet Earth. But never been confronted with at least one tiny, short state of negative feeling, of hesitance, or, moreover, fear. I was and am absolutely sure that publishing my story is a central mission of this current incarnation, creating a way and space for humans to begin their own unique story of spiritual awakening. And additionally transferring an infinity of my soul essence to my readers. The love.

It began with a superficially nice childhood. The psychological effects of this childhood inevitably entered my consciousness in my twenties, leading to an absurd glorification of this early phase of life. I had to be an ever more independent girl, always striving for conformity and harmony, as I was yearning for affirmation, recognition, and ultimately an earthly non-existent form of love. As a result, I navigated daily life and school without any notable nonconformities. My long-standing focus represented the greatest acting challenge of this life: playing the bourgeois daughter and wife, unconditionally adapting to rules and, above all, expectations. This focus led almost inevitably to a massive anxiety disorder and depression in the young adult phase. Causes were found to be negligently successful during behavioural therapy. Of course, evil seemed to have undoubtedly – where else could it have come from – its origins in childhood. I will now present this as a thesis and let the antithesis unfold its stunning effect later. Now that the disorders of my young female psyche have been at least provisionally remedied and as I showed little or no interest in a professional career in the business sector, as my own aspirations to pursue my passion for a theatre and acting career were not encouraged or actually nipped in the bud by my parents, I had single-mindedly set out on the path to the next phase of my life desirable for the general and sloppy understanding of the masses.

At some point in my spiritual journey, I started to understand that all earthly lives are just a perfectly pre-directed play. It is all and always just a play. A never-ending epic theatre for humanity, providing the unique school of Earth, offering endless opportunities to level up the soul’s frequency. Before entering an incarnation, the soul fixes a plan, assembling and assigning the cast, pre-defining roles and actions, and overall setting life lessons and frequencies. A universal, unconditional kind of cosmic love directs the play. I am more than grateful for all these souls who, again, agreed to come with me to this actually suffering planet Earth. Just to make it clear: I love you, babes. Unconditionally and for everything. Thank you for coming with me. Thank you again, and as always, for playing an epic and spectacular game with me.

My great love of this current incarnation, who had already been by my side for a while, and I mutually created a life in a challenging human body on our planet for three wonderful, unique, and infinitely beloved souls. This was followed by the typical years of being a young, busy, loving, and sacrificing mother, finding her centre of happiness in watching her children grow up. This form of existence understandably offered little to no room for calm, peaceful self-reflection, one’s own interests, or even self-realization, especially in the first years. I lived exactly the life most of the human species lives: a system of belief and action shaped by history and evolution. This life, in the absence of self-responsible and critical thinking, and even more importantly, of access to one’s own intuition, represents a nearly mechanical existence, limited and adjusted to locked physical and psychological spaces. I was not aware of the central importance of an awakening and ascension of the earthly soul. It is a magical process that is almost impossible to describe to an unawakened audience.

It is of clear inevitability and necessity for a human being to enter every life on planet Earth with no akashic soul memory and wisdom. As nearly everyone has come to learn and ascend further. So, starting at point zero provides the best preconditions for achieving the highest profits. The pure soul arriving on Earth is, mostly from the beginning, naturally conditioned and integrated into the earthly system. Evolving into the common system player playing the controlled game of master and servant. But, at the same time, losing freedom and soul authenticity. Nevertheless, the Earth game plays exactly, or even tries to play, what is pre-determined. The point of absolutely no return. When entering into a dark void, caused by physical or mental darkness growing so long until a nothingness occurs. Let the game begin.

I am writing all of this, and all that follows, with infinite gratitude for the universe, for my crew from higher frequency dimensions, for all that my soul has been allowed to experience and may still experience in the infinity of soul existence. Gratitude, full of passion for my past, future, and parallel-dimensional missions to maintain the energetic balance, and for all the incomprehensible love that centrally characterizes my soul.

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